Needless to say, I got my sleep. ^_^-b

 
Yeah! Finals are finally fucking done. I failed every last one of them but at least, they are done! BTW, I actually got an A on my Briton Hadden paper. I think the professor graded us all easily on that term paper. Maybe, she felt sorry for us. That would be a first. She certainly didn't feel sorry for us this time. 15 definitions to write out, half of which she never mentioned. And 9 questions from the last mid-term, which I can't even remember. We are talking Nayami BSing to the best of her ability here. And those essays. I totally went on and on about historical things that weren't even related to Journalism. For one of them, I couldn't remember the place so I just put down the first place that came to mind. Of course, since we spent forever talking about Forest Gump in that class, I wrote down ALABAMA. And would you believe it was right? Nayami's pointless knowledge strikes again!!! Whoo hoo! I'm hoping for a low C on the final. Doubt I'll be getting more than two A's this semester. *sobs*

Angel really really sucked. I'm not posting spoilers or anything. I just want to say that it was the worst season finale I have ever seen and I have seen some shitty ones. It was corny. Charisma's acting was downright scary. It had stuff that made no sense whatsoever. Everybody was waaaay out of character, especially WESLEY. I'm gonna bitchslap you!! Lilah! Ewwwwwwwwwww!!! Are you taking drugs, Wes? And Gunn and Fred, I just expected those two to start screwing in the middle of the "Where's Connor?" conversation just to complete the utter stupidity of the episode. Gru and Lorne suck! They made me mad. -__-

Buffy and Smallville had so better be better than that shit. Though my hopes are waning for Buffy. I think Xander shall save the day though, at least that was what was hinted at in the Entertainment Weekly I read today. I have no idea how I will be able to watch both though. Damn Buffy and your fucking 2-hour finale. You suck! You suck suck suck!

Don't want to pack or clean or do anything that requires work. I wanna write since I'm almost finished. I still have mixed feelings about this one scene though, even though I did get some help.

And last night, me and my roommate totally were at each other's throat. I had my final at 8 am today and it was 12 am and I had just spent two hours studying in the lounge since she HAD to talk on the phone and I couldn't concentrate. I come back and she has one of her most high-pitched-voiced friends in the room and they planned to talk and study. HELL NO! I WANTED MY FUCKING SLEEP! So I basically told them in NO UNCERTAIN TERMS that I was going to sleep that very second and I was turning off all the lights and I didn't care who it pissed up. The friend looked surprised but she quickly left. Did I mention that one of my eyes was bloodshot at the time and I looked possessed? ^^ Anyway, my roommate kept getting pissed because I kept shutting the door since all the morons in my hall don't understand the meaning of 24-hour quiet hours. Damn punks!

 
Couple notes.

-ANY and ALL of you who have seen Ep. II are not on my good list right now. -__-
-If I had any layout/html skills at all, I would totally make a SFU site with bonus Keith/David shrine.
-Finals suck and I'm gonna fail Journalism.
-Angel is sooo gonna make me bawl. (Though seeing Connor will be nice.)
-Chp. 39 has officially become that hardest chapter to write yet. Maybe it's because it's so very evil. Though it could be more evil, but thankfully I prefer normal violence to *other* kinds.
-Packing is gonna be a bitch.

That said, Chp. 39 has one huge problem. I think one scene is overkill and I'm still deciding whether I shall ax it. I should ask the Angst Prince.

Lucian: 'Sup?
Nayami: You think I'm being too mean to you?
Lucian: YES!!!! >,<
Nayami: But you both get beat up.
Lucian: I get more mental anguish.
Nayami: Well, yeah. You're the Angst Prince.
Lucian: True. ^^
Nicky: I can't believe you actually like that name.
Lucian: Hey, it guarantees I can go play with Kamui-neko and Subaru-neko some more.
Nicky: Ah yes, the Angst Brat and the Angst King.
Lucian: Bye now. *bounces away*
Nicky: He's such a lost cause. -_-
Kamui-neko: I don't want to play with him. He's on the drugs.
Nayami: Look, it's either psycho-boy or your other stalkers. Fuuma-neko and Keiichi-kun.
Kamui-neko: I really really hate my life!
Fuuma-neko: *pounce*
Kamui-neko: Waaaaaaaah!
Fuuma-neko: And we'll be going now. =^_^= *carts off Kamui-neko*

*shakes head* Back to the normal world.

Kamui as a persocon is just too cute. But I think I like the Fuuma and Seishirou karoke is better if only for the way it made me fall off my chair laughing.

I hope you have fun at your Buffy party. ^^ It might be able to get your mind off your busted computer. I guess I'll give QaF another shot when I come home this week. But in return, I'm gonna find a way to record SFU eps and have you watch them. =P

I had more to say but I can't think and Angel's about to come on so see y'all!

 
Changed mind. Want to SFU gush some more.

Couple Shots
--Keith/David--
(they have their problems, David is too afraid of losing Keith, Keith is being a bit snappy due to recent trauma, but they can be genuinely sweet around each other, such as here, or here, and here.

--Nate/Brenda--
(He likes to hide things, she's a major slut and refuses to tell him. He just got his ex-girlfriend pregnant and she just spent a night in an odd sort of threesome. Still, he does love her so I can't hate her....much.) And hey they have their sweet moments too.

Want to post some chara pics but figured it's just better to give the HBO site for that.

 
Art project was done as crappy 2 hr and 30 minute Powerpoint presentation that had all the wrong information. I suck. Plus, the final for this piece of shit course was cumulative even though, like Econ, it had already had a mid-term. Because dumbass Nayami preferred sleeping to 9:30 to going to class like a good little girl, I got all the slides wrong because I couldn't recognize anything aside from the Shaka Buddha, the Yumedono Kannon, and some stupa. The answers also fucking repeated themselves twenty times over and when I asked the TAs to explain, their answer was of course "I can't answer specific questions." What is so fucking specific about "Didn't I already answer this in Question 4?" or "Which interpretation do you want? There are five possible." For the latter question, I ended up scribbling down all five since the bitch never answered me. "Give the dualist interpretation of the Chinese Buddhas" is not a clear-enough question. My response to the whole test was FUCK FUCK FUCK (whoa, I've been saying that a lot lately.) So if I can pull off a C on the test and a B (yeah fucking right) on the project, I should be able to get a low B or high C for the course. My GPA is gonna look like shit. Damn 3.40 if I'm lucky.

Well, now that the hell of finals is on hiatus until Tuesday (I have to study on Mon and possibly Sunday), I can devote time to my two missions: Finish Chp. 39 and showing people the greatness that is Six Feet Under.

SFU Gush Fest

Nayami is mad jealous that QaF has been stealing my *baby*'s thunder. QaF is full of slash goodness and stuff, but SFU is great at showing the "big picture." Not only do you see the wacky main charas, slashy fun with Dave and Keith (or one of Dave's random younger boyfriends {Dave is such a slut.}), kinky sex fetishes with Nate and Brenda, but you get a look at the other side of the show: the families of the deceased. This lets you see various cultures, family disputes, criminal acts, domestic abuse, gangster lifes, military pride, fall of rock stars/porn stars, and in depth looks at the feelings of those left behind. Plus, you get Keith, Nikolai, and Rico's side stories, which are always fun. Most interesting as of now is Keith's desire to adopt his niece, Nikolai's problems with the Russian mafia, and Rico's dealing with his cousin's sexuality while trying to stabilize his marriage. You also get psychotic Billy and his odd friendship with emotionally-warped Claire (can you blame her? she lives in a funeral parlor.)

Sure, it's not chock full of m/m sex, but it is totally worth watching. The characters are just so "WOW." The storylines are so twisted and change all the time. And the general mood is both somber, seductive, and bouncy depending on whose storyline you're viewing. (Yes, I actually see Ruth's moments as bouncy as well as some of David's good moments.) And where else would a character who died in the first 10 minutes of the show be a major character for the rest of it. Nathaniel Fisher (not to be confused with his eldest son, Nate) is ultra-creepy and when he shows up, you know something's not right. The rest of the dead mirage people vary from creepy ghost images to spirit guides. (My faves so far have been the souls of all of Nate's aborted children and the victim of the hate crime that hung around David for two episodes.)

But I guess my SFU can never have complete popularity (even though it won an Emmy =P) because people don't care about plot nowadays, they just want cute guys (well, Nate's pretty hot) and lots of sex (ehem...David/Keith, Nate/Brenda, Brenda/Anyone, Ruth/Anyone, David/Guy of the Month). And we all know that Showtime only adores QaF so much because it gives them a chance to sing out "Showtime: NO LIMITS." {Granted, I'm sure the original Queer as Folk is much better and would totally rock my world. This is only the American version I'm talking about.) But SFU really proves the slogan, "It's not tv, it's HBO." It's true. You watch SFU and you forget that it's tv. That's what makes it so damn good. Also, practically anyone who's not a kid can watch it and find something they love. It doesn't cater to one audience. SFU is universal.

Well, I've had my say and given my *baby* its rightful acknowlegment. I guess I'll return to my corner of solitude.

Damn it, why won't my computer let me find Chp. 39 right now? I bet those crazy kitties took it. *stomps off*

 
Must get Art project done but I'm too bored to care. I'll get around to it in a second. Meanwhile, I'd like to post my Top Ten List of Most-Hated Pop-up Ads.

10. Those Ads that Make You Play Stupid Games (Nobody cares about the cheesy prizes and all those games are damn easy anyway.)
9. Reunions.com (Some people are just better off never seeing each other again)
8. Buy Your Own Domain (I'm not buying any domain that has a pop-ad advertisement strategy.)
7. Random Tripod/Angelfire/Geocities Ads (usually have 2 or 3 ads show up at once and crash a system)
6. Playboy Magazine (isn't his obscene solicitation or something?)
5. Any Ad that Assaults Me on FFnet (Thank god for the ad blocker.)
4. The Casino Ads (lame and too frequent)
3. The Fox Sports Lady (Wants to be sexy but fails miserably)
2. Classmates. com (Who wants to reuinite with old classmates? I'd rather forget HS altogether!)
1. THAT GODFORSAKEN SPY CAMERA (not only does it keep focusing on some voyeur but now it even has sound. AAAAAHH!

On a totally different topic, I like Chp. 39 so far. It's not sucking, has ooooh plot (that makes sense too ^^), has Luce being a nutjob (but we wuv him anyway), and has already gotten angsty. Well, it also has parts that read like a cheap horror novel but that's me trying to set a mood. =P And I'm only on page 5. Yipee! I haven't even got to the fighting yet. Have to wait until after final on Sat for that.

 
New linkies!!!
You, have an objective and un-biased mind. I like that. And all Remy fans are friends in my book. ^_^ You post more than most people. I like readings so I'm sure that this is one blog that should keep me entertained. Plus, how can I not link the person who provided me with such an indepth, albeit pride-swallowing, review. She is a cool writer. Angels and demons are one of the best things to read about and her character of Rebecca is one of the most engaging females I have read about in some time. Azrael is whiny, but you gotta love him.

 
Hmmm...well, my self confidence has screwed me again. I think I did worse on my entomology final than I did on any of the other tests in that class. Probably, because I was too busy writing yesterday to devote any actual time to studying. I think I should remedy that tonight and actually try to study for Asian Art History. Maybe I'll do my project around five or six. I guess that means no IMimg for me tonigh. *sobs* And I just got back in touch with Sylverscale too. Me loves reuniting with old net buddies, especially ones who introduced me to Gravitation downloads. *huggles*

So the atrocity that is Chp. 38 is finally finished, all 20 sucky pages of it. At first, I thought the ending wouldn't work and was mega-lame. Then, I realized with a little quirky dialogue and some freaking-out on Luce's part in Chp. 39, it would do just fine. ^_^ And yes, I have realized that most of 38 is just one of the three boys rambling on and on in their internal monologues (focusing on one of three topics: jealousy, angst, or confusion, oh and anger, lots of that.) But I have to give a hand to my wonderful net buddy Crow for coming up with the best solution for my plot problem here. *pats Crow on the back* What do you know? He's useful afterall. And Emi-chan, there will be smashy action for just a bit. ^^ Also Wolf cameo for all those who love the furry widdle timebomb.

*bouncy fangirl mode turned on* Yeah! Pictures that I can actually show my friend. S/S forever!!! *bouncy fangirl mode turned off* Anywayz, thanks for the good vibes, Kurot. Yes, finals are the DEVIL!!!

One word for that stuff with Evo!Gambit: DAMN!! I had my doubts that Remy would ever show up in that show. I kind of wanted to see him as a younger kid type. Now that I have, I wish I hadn't. No red eyes, hair that looks hideous, and a goatee. That character is as much Remy as the Nokuro-wanna be is the cute Clamp detective leader in Xtv. Though, there's nothing wrong with looking like Trent. I always liked Trent. Remy should never look like him though. 'Tis evil. I feel your pain, Becky, especially since Gambit was always my favorite X-men next to Rogue.

I heard more about Six Feet Under. The "David Freak-Out" returns and has a bonus "Keith Snarl" along with it. Stupid homophobic parents telling the poor guys that they can't keep Taylor. Mean! Ah and Brend has just now graduated to the level of Slut Supremo! Nate should dump her and get with the rabbi. *nods*
I know everyone else gushes about QaF, but even though I could watch it, I rarely do. Six Feet Under is my *baby* and I'd never let anything else replace it. I do want to see the first ep though, even though she has given me harsh warnings about it. *meep*

Kamui-neko: Yo bitch! When are you gonna mess with us again.
Yuuto-neko: She doesn't like you, shortie. She likes me and Sora-neko.
Sora-neko: Hopefully not together.
Nayami: *innocent grin*
Sora-neko: Is there any way I can get out of this?
Nayami: Yes. *holds up Ara-neko* Get her to hang around more so I can write cutesy scenes.
Sora-neko: Mission accepted. *runs off with Ara-neko*
Yuuto-neko: Oooh *tries to follow*
Nayami: *grab* No no no! No voyeurism for you, today. You still have to play with Karen-neko and Aoki-neko.
Yuuto-neko: No objections here.
Nayami: Finally, some cooperation.
Sei-neko: *dragging Subaru-neko by tail* Do we get to be in the next chap too?
Yuzu-neko: No! Me me me!
Fuuma-neko: Me me me!
Yuzu-neko: Show off!
Fuuma-neko: Pipsqeak!
Yuzu-neko: Waaaah!
Subaru-neko: I can't believe your basing me off some whacked cat that pukes all the time and spazzes for no reason.
Sei-neko: Well, at least one characteristic is true. *nuzzles*
Subaru-neko: *sulks*
Nayami: Hmm, I wonder if I can get Subaru-neko to play dress up again. I used to do that with my kitties.
Subaru-neko: Yipe!!! *darts away*
Nayami: Well, that's one way of ending a conversation.

 
*sadness* I probably got a low C on my Econ final at best. I would have studied more for it, but I didn't realize it was cumulative until 12 last night since we already had a mid-term. So my choices were either study and miss it by sleeping in the next day or not study and exactly make the final but fail. I chose the latter. Even more upsetting is the knowledge that I might have done better had I not spent an hour studying for my Entomology test which I thought was today and ended up being tomorrow. Now I have to find some way to work on my Asian Art Hist project between after getting off work today and tomorrow before 12. The godforsaken final is on Sat at 8 am!!!! That reminds me I should study for Jour too while I'm at it. Maybe I'll do that after the Hist final and throughout Sunday.

The thing with Asian Art Hist is that I hate the class but that I retain much of the material once I'm out of class such as the Mircea Eliade theory I used during my rants (which will return as soon as I get outta class). I find the topics very interesting and love to explain them to people as long as it's not for class or to the professors/TA. It's like I'm deliberately trying to show the class that I have learned nothing from the course and that is was an utter waste of my time. Funny, that's not really true. I wish I could just pretend that my Hist project was for some person just for fun. Maybe then, I could do a decent job on it. I have to figure out how to explain the aesthetics of prana, interflow, boundary (tariki) through some crappy Powerpoint presentation. Basically, the damn class wants almost every topic they have ever discussed. I say fuck that shit! They're getting the basic themes, schools, and possibly a Max Loehr system from me at most. I'm putting 4 hours tops into this thing since I still have to study for the actual final, which I will most likely fail.

I don't even think I want to go home on Tues. Since my last final is early in the morning, I kind of want to chill, pack, and write and have my Dad pick me up on Wed morning. That way, I'll be nice and destressed before re-entering the hellacious dimension that is my home-life. Working all day on Tues might even give me the chance to finish the latter half of Chp. 38 (what might even be Chp.39) before Buffy comes on and depresses me out of my mind.

As if things aren't bad enough, Chp. 38 is being a major pain in the ass. It seems I just can't put on paper the deep and psychological scenario I had in my head. There are some things I like about it. I think my representation of the character's emotions and doubts are good. I can't stand the dialogue though. God, my characters have never sounded this forced. Well, maybe Tye, but he's the only one. I'm just glad I don't have Dom talking and making a complete idiot out of himself. I also hate the basic set-up for this chapter, even though I have planned to do this all along. It just doesn't work right. The scene I'm working on now is going smoothly. The following scene is probably going to be hell though because I'll have to return to this inane chapter plot. I just want to make it short and have Dom throw a fit for a while before jumping into my massive fight scene. I will say now that this is shaping up to be my worse chapter, even more tacky than Chp. 34 (we all know how awful that was). I think when I post it, I'm gonna be opting for reader suggestions. I'll ready to try anything to fix it. For now, I think I'll let the basic motive sum up to jealousy and betrayal. The only thing I can hope to do to fix at least some part of this mess is to have Dom's reasoning make some sort of sense. Everything else is a lost cause. -_-

 
As for netting, fanfiction fights are lame. Write what you want. If you feel that you must defend it, then why the hell are you writing it the first place. Fanfiction is something you do for yourself and for others who think like you. Nobody else cares so let everybody think what they wish. And popularity is lame too. Hello fellow readers, how's about paying attention to someone else for once. (not to me, I suck at fanfiction) But there's plenty of good writers out there who could get even better if you'd just give them the time of day instead of just sucking up all the time. You think it's gonna gain you recognition. Think again. Oh and picking scapegoats is also lame. Yeah, we know it's just supposed to be references, but it's mean. Especially when it drags people who don't even write into it. I mean anyone can use examples. In this paragraph, write here. I could list out exactly who I'm talking about. But...it doesn't matter, now does it?

Me loves Sorashi. Me also loves TB. How can you be so good? 'Tis not fair. ;_; Oh well, I enjoy all who can love yaoi and still have some room in their hearts for the few decent het romances. *huggles S/S and Sorashi at the same time* Me loves everybody.

Except *GROWL*...."Sorata/Kamui". It can die. It can go to hell and die! DIE!!!
>< Kamui can be a little slut with whoever he wants, but he better keep his angsty paws off my Sora-chan. I don't care how many "signs" people see. Sorata's just too nice for his own good. Besides, it wins him points with Ara-chan. Sorata's too good for the likes of the Angst Brat. Hell, Sei-chan is too good for the likes of him. He can whine over Subaru only because he does. Though I believe the Angst Brat and Fuuma are soulmates. *dreamy sigh* Mmmm...S&M.... Anyway, back to my point. Only two people are allowed to play with Sora-chan. His precious Maiden and occasionally the enigmatic playboy. Well, I should add two manga/anime people. Real people are much harder to catch *looks at Hokuto and Argustar* And of course, I want a huggle or two. ^^

*Sora-neko purring at lovely speech and nuzzling Nayami's leg*
*Yuuto-neko lashing tail*
Yuuto-neko: If you love us so much, why don't you write about us?
Nayami: Quiet you! I want to ruin Luce and Nicky's lives some more.
Yuuto-neko: I want to play with Karen and Sora.
Nayami: Well, we can't always get what we want, now can we?
Yuuto-neko: Maybe you can't. But I'm a master at getting my way. *slinks off*
Nayami: Uh, this can't be good. *sweatdrop*

 
I guess I won't be able to get my econ extra credit since I have had a horrendous migraine since I got back to the campus. I missed Double Jeopardy and Dinotopia, which really really pissed me off because I will always be a dino freak. I did manage to get my Jour term paper done and if I wasn't stuck on explaining away one little detail with my story, I would be writing it right now. Erg, I hate when I run into problems just because I need to get from point A to point B. I usually just pull stuff off of my ass and then it looks crappy. I just know I'm gonna have to fix so many things this summer (Chp. 1 yet again, Chp. 5 ending, Chp. 9 Luce/Nick meeting, Chp.12 curse scene, Chp. 23 attack on Chimera (bad writing), Chp. 29 Lorelei and random car (ug, where did I come up with that shit?), Chp. 37 random Tye/Ren scene (don't remember why this is here ^^), and random miscellaneous characters just thrown in for moving the story along (though I liked Jonathan, the others were pointless).)

Speaking of my story, someone else reviewed and I guess I shall be emailing them tomorrow. They totally tore my story up and now I have great ideas on what to work on. Except for names. I don't care how outrageous Tyrell sounds (I don't even care if it doesn't sound race appropriate). I chose my names for reasons. Especially Dominic, which I love because it is a total contradiction to his true personality. And Nicky is just cute-sounding. ^_^ But yes, my early dialogue sucks ass. Too much author intrusion. I will be fixing that this summer. I like my dialogue once I hit Chp.10, even though there are occasional phrases that make me cringe when I look back at them. Most spoken by Tye or Dominic. Most of Luce's stuff works pretty good. Heh heh and theycaught me on all my influences. True, Erik does start of as blatant Haruka, but I like what I've done with her. And blonde fits her. Erik just isn't a redhead, brunette, black-hair, or anything else. Erik is a lioness. Dark gold hair, brown eyes, and very very dangerous. But there's a few influences that were missed such as Fushigi Yuugi, Angel Sanctuary, Tokyo Babylon, Poppy Z. Brite, and Jack London. By the way, the only reason I do so much with animals is because I suck at writing any fight scene but animal fights. This is the cheater's way out. ^^ Oh and I just had to have a wofie somewhere in my story since I love the critters so very much. I should also add that a HUGE chunk of this stuff comes indirectly from my actual family laugh. BE AFRAID!!!

But "cacophony"...ouchie! Don't like connotation of that word.

As for viewees this weekend: Saw Spiderman. I loved the villain. Willem Defoe as the Green Goblin was great. James Franco as Harry Osborne was priceless. I hope the sequel has him as the other goblin (forgot his name) just because a friendship/rivalry with Peter Parker would be so cool since they're such good friends. And Tobey Maguire didn't suck. I was impressed. Tobey made a nice Spiderman. Plus, the special effects on the city web-slinging were awesome. Those were my favorite parts of the movie.
Also saw my Six Feet Under. Keith is being a big meanie to poor whipped David. He should quit calling him stupid all the time and listen when Dave says he's afraid of losing him. I hope they get to keep Taylor though because that would be adorable. Brenda's pissing me off. How dare she chase her best friend away just to pretend that she's not the sicko here. At that sex party, her friend didn't do anything. Brenda's the one who screwed up. And Nate...tell her about the baby, you moron. Don't make Ms. Gaea pissed off at you. I just feel bad for Claire, who just can't get anyone to understand her newfound photography love. Yes, taking pictures of dead people without permission is illegal but...she really wants to photograph stuff that means something to her. Nate is an ass for screaming at her. I hope Billy's in the next episode. He's a nut. ^_~

 
This computer seriously hates me because it doesn't like letting me on for more than ten minutes at a time.
So I'll make this short and fast.

I don't know why you don't like your representation of Arashi. She looks cute. She even has that subtle sadness about her. I think she looks great here too and Sorata looks confident and optimistic as always. Thank you so much for coloring her. The other drawings were great too. I love little Subby. I think I should share your piccy with some of the other Sorashi fans. Maybe I could archive it on my page? *puppy eyes*

 
Should be writing and will do in a second. But I just have to say.

Kurot-sama, you are a goddess. Not only can you capture F/K (my third favorite pairing) but you are also marvelous at drawing the huggable SORA-CHAN!!!!!!! *steals piccy and runs off to make copies* Hmmm, now if only Arashi was colored instead of Yuzu. Oh well, Sorata is good enough for this Sorashi freak.
Whoops! Essay now. ^_^

 
ARGH!!!
I've got killer cramps and I have to go to work. Then I get to come home and punch out a 4 page essay on a topic I don't even understand that's due tomorrow.

Good thing is that if I survive the night, I can write my lovely Chp.38 for once. I shoved it through some heavy plot revision after seeing Tuesday night's BtVS. After seeing that, I realized that I wasn't being true to my characters's "strengths" and should probably spice things up a bit. In general, the whole crucial scene of 38 has just become a hell of a lot more brutally violent, though its angst ratio hasn't changed. Alas, it looks like this chapter is going to be a pain. I refuse to break up the fight scene and I just now I won't have enough material in the pre-fight scenes to allow for a separate chapter. So this is either gonna be another 30+ pager or could end up becoming my largest chapter yet. Hmm, maybe I can edit some things.

As for my schoolwork, my econ problem set is done, my Jour term paper is technically done but I hate the conclusion as well as most of the body paragraphs and will probably end up revamping the whole thing this weekend at my house. I've decided to do my Asian Art Hist project on Wed since I won't have school. Hopefully that should give me a decent amount of time to almost finish Chp.38.

So whenever my Art Hist project is done is when I'll work on Chp.3 of Clamp Kitty Campus since I'm sure I can do that during finals week no problem since X wackiness is just too easy to come up with most of the time and I already have a rough plot sketch of this chapter. I think Karen-neko is gonna have some pyro fun with Yuuto-neko, Keiichi is gonna confuse the Kamui kitties names, Ara-neko is gonna do some scolding, and Sei-neko shall engage in convo with Satsuki. Never seen this done before so I'm not sure how I shall pull it off just yet. Ah yes, and there shall be catnip involved somewhere in this chapter. Not sure where to add it in right now.

 
One thing I have to comment on.

No, Sei-chan doesn't rape little boys....under Sakura trees. *looks at TB manga again* Hmmm...Nah! I will just continue to speculate a bit more.
*dashes off to class*

 
Alas, my secret stalkees have found me out. *waves to Kurot-sama and Ko-san* Both blogs are frequent visits for me since I bounce everytime I see such cute art. We have a pair of talent artists here.

And Kurot...only a very gifted individual could make me see this picture as the beautiful piece of work it is. That alone manages to chase away my natural aversion to the pairing since I am a hard-ass S/Ser. Don't worry I wont rant further. But I just adore this picture. It captures the personalities of both well, which is a rarity in Sei-chan fanart. And Kamui's blush...it's very wrong to say but it sooo reminds me of TB Subaru. I think the thing that really makes me enjoy this despite my preference is the way it shows the sheer elegance of the pairing. Even though I am definitely not a fan and would probably require some brainwashing and a large supply of illegal substances to become one. Still, this pairing does seem to have even more classy charisma than the visually-pleasing Subaru/Kamui one, based on aesthetics alone. And the other pic drawn of these two was also gorgeous. *melts* I'm sure that a certain someone will surely berate me for saying such things, but she should know better than to listen to my X rambles by now. Plus, anyone who knows me knows my inability to escape the thrall of "eye-candy." ^_~

As for Ko. I must say that the adorable pic of Kamui-neko and Keiich-neko had a definite impact on the development of my Clamp Kitty Campus idea. Though Argustar was responsible for most of the inspiration and a key figure in the creation of the ideas and personas for the x-kitties. But in the end, I decided Keiichi-chan would serve his purpose better as a human who could snuggle Kamui-neko as much as he wanted without having to worry about him running off. Oh and the Six Feet Under quiz that was up on the page a while ago caught my eye. Me loves anyone who shows any interest to SFU. That show is my *baby.* *huggles David and Nate* (Nayami loves you all. Now David be a good boy and go screw Keith.)

I guess this mean I should be a good girl and visit more often. Too bad, those Tripod pop-up ads crash my computer every other time I try to access a Tripod site, even my own. *sighs* Those ads will be the death of me yet.

 
I have decided to actually be a good reviewer for once since I do read a lot of fiction and never offer my take on them. I usually review only THE BEST OF THE BEST works so it seems that even people I actually talk to never get my imput unless it's through general conversation. I guess this okay on ffnet since people don't generally expect massive imput from that hellhole anyway. But I suppose on something such as this, the writers are really expecting a response since they are just punching out ideas. Therefore, I have come to the conclusion that I shall view the Original Fic Board in the same mindset as I view my creative writing class. Every story I read shall get a review and I will point out both the good and the bad since all stories have flaws and some really need to be axed before they get worse. I think this will also help me to pick up on more of my mistakes in my own writing. Well, I am sure glad that Kouri finally got this going.

In other news, I shall continue to work on my damn Jour paper tonight. I will probably revise/rewrite it on Tues after Smallville and after I finish banging my head into the wall from seeing Buffy. That means that my Asian Art Hist paper can be saved for Wed, leaving me the weekend to do whatever I feel like. And completing my Art Hist project sometime the following week.

Expected Free Writing Time: Friday afternoon until I go home for the weekend.
Will I finish my next chapter: Probably not.
Will I finish the next chapter of Clamp Kitty Campus: Not likely.
Will I waste time surfing sites and generally doing nothing until the last minute: Definitely.

 
BTW, if anyone cares as to why I always mumble on about my original fic, I like you to know that I DO have readers who read my blog so there. =P This is my way of giving them hints as to what's going to happen. So if it confuses anyone else or just seems boring...*shrugs*
*bounces away*

 
I just can't get any of my work done. All weekend and all I have is one pathetic outline and a lot of folded pages in books. Oh well, as soon as I finish this post, I'll get my ass off the net and try again. It just seems that whenever I sit down to work on my term papers, I get accosted by original story ideas. In that sense, this has been a very productive weekend.

Let's see what have I managed to accomplish when I should have been working.

1. Make-up scene between Luce and Dominic from Chp.43
2. Nick/Tavores scene for Chp.42
3. Luce/Nick crazy scene for Chp.42
3. Erik/Nick scene for Chp.42
4. Huge recovery scene for Chp. 39
5. Tye/Nick in subconscious for Chp. 39
6. More stuff on main villain's character in general
7. Luce/Nick revelation scene for Chp. 49

Yep, I write in reverse. I'm a kook. As for the chapter that I'm supposed to be working on, Chapter 38, I have all of it already sketched out. I just need time to sit down and put it all together. I finished its stuff way back when I was supposed to be doing Chp. 21.

As for the x kitties, sorry. Original fiction always takes top priority with me because I have more room to work with.

Yuuto-neko: Oh! If that's how you feel about it, I'm just going to go back to Kanoe.
Nayami: One problem. You're still a kitty.
Yuuto-neko: *whistles innocently*
Nayami: I don't want to think about that one too much.
Sora-neko: Hey! What about me? What about your part in this mission to bring Sorashi to the mainstream? Isn't that important?
Nayami: Come on guys! I'm stressed out as it is. Thinking what to do with you takes effort because there are a few rules I have to follow.
Yuuto-neko: She's an anal-retentive fanfiction writer. God, I *hate* those.
Nayami: Anal retentive! You're all cats and you haven't screwed each other yet! I think I'm giving myself quite a bit of leeway.
Yuuto-neko: If you say so.
Sei-chan: Well, I think you owe us some more time. After all, you did spend way too much time ogling that Sei/K pic.
Nayami: Ssssh! That's a secret! Besides, it WAS pretty even if it was...er...wrong.
Yuuto-neko: And you call yourself an S/S fangirl. *tsk tsk*
Nayami: That's it! No more kitty chats for today. Shoo shoo!
Yuuto-neko: Hypocritical bitch.

Keri, welcome back. Glad to see that your trip wasn't complete hell like last time.

Sorry I can't IM. IM and term papers don't mix. Believe me! *looks at layout again* That is pretty fucked up. *nods*

Yeesh, I was worried about you. Happy to see that you've got a working computer again.

I forgot to mention how much I love this layout.

Too much Saiyuki art...must stop looking...must stop spoiling self before I see the rest of series...dear god not popsicles...and the Suoh obsession returns. *brain fries*

Speaking of something that fries the brain. THIS is just very very very wrong and I so shouldn't be as amused by it as I am. But damn does Subby look perdy and Kamui's eyes. I'm such a sucker for the eyes. *hits self with blunt object*

*huggles* her original fiction board. Yeah! Non-ffnet reject fiction for once! Though I have managed to find a few good ficcies on ffnet. Perhaps this will encourage Ms. Authoress to get more of Stained Glass Windows done so I can fawn over it some more. Andy.....*long sigh* My only wish is that this doesn't become another "popularity-contest of a board" and that aspiring writers do get some suggestions and constructive criticism. Hmm...maybe I should get off my ass and do some reviews since I want to bitch so much about it. I'll add that to my to-do list.

Your new story Dragon's Prayer on the original fic board reminds me of what a talented writer you can be. I will try to write a decent review as soon as I can get some free time. Hopefully by then more Blood and Roses will be up. Maybe. *puppy eyes*