Oh and I'm having my 'I can't eat." issues again. It's not that I don't want to eat. It's just that everytime I get food, I suddeny don't feel like eating it. Maybe I should go see a doctor or something.

 
//being serenaded by: "Little Rock." Yes, the country one by Colin Raye. Sue me. I need inspiration music for depressing writing.//

I am happy today despite my grievances.

Happy things: I aced both my Mythology Exam and my Soche Paper (which I wrote while writing Chp.22 of my story) and I think I did good on my Spanish presentation. And hey, I even redid my Chp.1 so that it makes sense, well more sense anyway. It's still kind of out there. Me and my suckiness with fight scenes! That means I can get to work on Chp.25 and Chp.26 this weekend. Oooh I get to write more descents into madness. Fun stuff.

Bad things: Fire drill canceled my math test, which I was doing good on. Now my professor has to make up another one and it's going to be harder. This is all because some little fuck pulled the fire alarm. I'd like to bitch-slap the jerk for five hours straight. Other badness is that my Spanish presentation got outdone by one in Powerpoint. Teachers are always baffled with computer presentations. Curses! And we had a video too and Quequa music. I guess the fact that my Dad refuses to answer the phone and let me come home is another bad thing. But it's not like that is a surprise. -_-

 
//being serenaded by: Old Metallic music. The loud and angry melody suits my mood right now.//

Okay, HUGE RANT coming up. Argh! How come it is that whenever I get really really interested in a fandom, people have to freak out and make me all depressed. Case in point: X & TB.

X: Ah, my precious precious baby. First time I heard about you was four years ago at a random anime site reviewing Clamp, not a fansite mind you. Then, I discovered the 'scariness' known as Animerica and was eternally hooked by first pages. Not only did I swoon over the beautiful drawing style but being a mild-crazy myself, I actually liked the original story. Lovable charas took place in my mind including Sora-chan, Arashi, Kamui, and Yuuto, yes Yuuto. I rushed to buy the Viz graphic novels but was only able to snag 1 & 4 since my anime store had a terrible shortage. Desperate for more X, I scanned Mr. Internet until I discovered Rabi's site, with its glorious summaries. That was where I first learned of Kakyou (perdy) and this strange character known as Subaru. I had seen the fight between Kamui and Seishirou in the Animerica issue, having no clue who Seishirou was. Intrigued by my newest obsession, I checked out an X profiles page and learned that Subaru and Sei-chan were cross-over charas from this thing called Tokyo Babylon. Sounded interesting but an old series like that was way beyond reach for a new fan who only purchased anime from stores like Suncoast and Another Universe.

TB: Two years later, from a friend at school, I learned of the marvelous things known as conventions. Katsucon being my first. This is where I discovered real X manga. I bought as much as I could with my measly $100 and ran back to my translations. Such I was hooked. Following Katsucon, I decided to give Otakon a try since it was coming to a city near me. Bringing a good $200 this time, I planned on buying all the remaining X's so far. Alas, by the time I arrived, X was in short suppy. I wanted MORE Clamp. Inquiring about the artists, I was presented with a seven-book set of Tokyo Babylon. Having no idea where I could find translations and only knowing that TB was the prequel to X, I decided to take a gamble and bought the whole set. After intensive searching, I found translations for the whole thing and was in heaven. Then, I discovered the ancient TB DVD at Another Universe and waited until I had my DVD last Christmas to buy it. My new TB fascination merged perfectly with my old X fascination and it was then that I decided that X would forever be my favorite anime. And though I worshiped Sorashi, S/S became my favorite couple.

X vs. TB: Unlike many, I didn't abhor the idea of Subaru and Kamui getting together before Seishirou died. I thought it was cute to have two characters "angst together," but I did believe in general that Kamui liked Subaru-kun way more than the other liked him. I tended to shy away from the whole S/S vs. S/K arguement and read either pairing in fanfiction as long as it was written well.

Recently: Last year, I finally saw the god-awful X movie and have hidden it from my sight ever since. My Sorashi page sprung up just because I like the pairing and wanted to do a couple that wasn't featured on many sites. There are an abundance of X shonen ai sites, so I wanted to try something different. I learned of X OAV and TV series when people first started mentioning it on the web and like so many much older fans, I waited for my chance to see its arrival. When it did come, I was unable to catch the OAV due to my lousy net connections but I was thrilled to find downloads of the episodes. Though, I first saw the TV series while in Pandora's Cube at my college.

Final Rant: I understand why people shirk at newbie X fans running around declaring their love for all things X. Bad comparision here, it was the same at fans cringing at the mention of new Sailormoon or Gundam fans as soon as it hit Toonami, or Card Captors fans vs. CCS loyals. The fact that Clamp seems determined to piss off their readers with slow-moving story and such doesn't help the old fandom either. One thing though, when anime becomes widely available through a system such as the internet, there are going to be some people who get into it just because it's new and easily accessible. I'm not claiming to be the most worthy fan either, I'm just saying that these things should be expected. A changing fandom should not be allowed to destroy someone's enjoyment of a series. Now if it's the progress of the actual series leading to the aversion, that's reasonable. Me, being the obsessed fiend that I am, will wait this thing out until its "ANGSTY" end.

Oh and one more thing I wanted to mention, I love the Tokyo Babylon music video. I was disappointed that the DVD wasn't that long and wanted a bit more. And yes, I had heard about it before from various sites. I just had never seen it. Newer fans such as myself should be able to see its radiance (and highness).

In conclusion, I love X. I am not going to let its fandom chase my away and I shake my head at those who do. Bring me more episodes and more issues Clamp. I'm ready for whatever you can dish out.

Ranting now done, now to devote rest of day and night into preparing for Spanish presentation. Must memorize, print pictures, and make myself sound intelligent.

 
Quote of the day:

"You do my English paper for me and I'll do your history paper."
"I can't do your paper. I don't understand it."
"It's just a pro-pro."
"What the hell is a pro-pro?"
-Conversation between two students on my way to my dorm.

 
A meager morsel of social blogging:

Poor dear Piiko, I hope your new blog works out better for you. You shouldn't let people like that discourage you. Who would call someone a perv for liking the cute "after" Sorashi scene? Some others like situations a whole lot more intense than that, especially with yaoi couples. You'll be sure to let me know of your new url, right?

And Emiko-chan, I hope you're doing okay now. Being sick like that is nary too good. Maybe you should see a doctor.

 
//being serenaded by: "Vision." Very freaky Tokyo Babylon music video. Isa was right. Subaru is on 'the acid.'//

School hates me. I sucked at my Spanish test which was insanely hard. I have a 2 pg essay due Friday and just learned the topic today. I'm gonna flunk my Spanish presentation since I can't improv worth crap. I couldn't get any of the classes I wanted next semester and have to take Insects instead of Sociology Statistics. And I really don't want to study for my math test on Fri.

On a happier note, a friend imparted to me a plan to put my story up without so much hassle. A mailing list. It should work. And to increase my happiness, I finally decided what to do with the horrendous "POS" that is my first chapter. I have much better ideas now and it should no longer be such a bear. It also fits better with the style of the story and allows my second main character to make an appearance early on. Too bad, I have to wait until the weekend to revamp it. I guess that gives me time to think up ideas for Chp.25. There's so much to the darn thing.

Sadly, I think I'm going to have to starve from now on since my meal card's almost all gone. No more money means no more lunch, the only meal that I eat. Hmm, I think I'll just forget about dinner altogether. I don't like getting up after school anyway.

 
//being serenaded by: "What You Own." Rent music kicks ass! And Roger and Mark sing so well.//

Cannot believe how incredibly screwed I am. I have to find a way to force a page-worth of information into a five-minute presentation. Yeah right! Oh well, maybe my Spanish buddies can give me a hand. That is, if they're not doomed themselves. I just hope that we can finish our work by Buffy time. Must not miss the pyscho witch or the s&m couple. Reminds me of what my father asked when I told him that Buff and Spikey decided to get together for the night.

Dad: "Does Spike smoke after sex?"
Me: "How the hell should I know?"
Yes, my family is as weird as usual.

Tomorrow's going to be fun since I have to copy two day's worth of Mythology notes and these are usually immense thanks to my eccentric professor. The old 'window' idea is starting to look good again.

 
Dang, no research for me. Being blind can do that to you. Oh well, I shall merely search the net for songs that can inspire me during boring studies or writing. Hmm. What do we have today? Oooh I like. Bleed American by Jimmy Eat World. Strange song, strange music, strange message. Awesome background music for novel scripting! And what's this? Of Wolf and Man by Metallica. Can't forget old school. Hard rock is good for studying. Keeps me awake while reading the Aeneid. Guns and Roses ballads! Alright! Very very good for sap writing. Must add these to the playlist.

Have finally figured out what to do with 470 pg story. Paste up to Chp.22 on ffnet and then throw the rest on the novel's main page, still debating about "the rest" though. My writing does need some serious beta-ing. Typos are my arch enemies. Now I have to revise the whole thing. That could take all week. *sigh*

Must stop blind ramblings since I can't even see what I'm typing. Silly me, I need sleep. I blame this all on the fact that Angel didn't come on tonight and I was bored out of my mind. Well, it could also be blamed on the BUNNIES but that story is for another day.

 
Hmm. Forgot to review newest Asuka. Subaru is very very screwed. I like the idea of him with Seishirou's eye, but geez Kakyou seeing him as a Dragon of Earth is nary too good. Don't want Subby to tangle with either Kamui, especially the sadistic one.

Sorata and Arashi IN BED! What the hell? These two sure move fast. One kiss and bang. Then again, this is Sora-chan so I shouldn't be that surprised. I don't like how this looks for them. Arashi checking out her hand where the sword should be doesn't make me feel any better. I do hope that she hasn't lost her power and needs Sorata to protect her. Many have predicted this. I foresee bad things in the future for the couple.

But I think Karen and Seichirou will get theirs first so I'm a little bit happier. Not that much, since I adore Seichirou and his adulterous cuteness. Can't we just kill off another DoE, how's about Satsuki? She's boring and annoying. Keep Yuuto around though, the pyscho-pervert is kind of funny. But then there's that balance thing to deal with. Hey, if the DoH lose one of theirs doesn't that technically put them even again and mean that Subaru doesn't have to do the whole Sakurazukamori thing? I like Subaru taking his Seishirou-san's job, but not at the possible expense of his life. Argh! CLAMP, why must you torture me so?????

 
//being serenaded by: "exDream" As if I would listen to anything else after X6.//

Yeah! Saw HARRY POTTER over the weekend and adored it. The three main kids were great. The special effects were neat and I was even able to sit through a game of Quidditch. Damn, that is one violent game. The mini-wizards have armor and everything. Too bad, poor Oliver Wood got konked in the head. He was hot! And Mrs. Norris with the creepy red eyes made a perfect match for freaky Filch. His eyes gave me the willies. Now my dad is checking out my books (he kept calling Quirrel 'quiddle' and confusing him with Snape) and my mom is clamoring to get me to take her some weekend. Hey, as long as I can see my HP, I don't care who comes with me.

More things that I saw over the weekend included X6. Whoa! Sorata totally rocks in this episode. His way of getting hurt by protecting Arashi from Satsuki's wires was way better than being hit by an illusionary rock from Sei-chan's maraboshi. And Ara-chan's way of giving him her kerchief to wrap up the wound was sooo sweet. Chibi-sora made for even more amusement with all the monks chasing him around. I love how Arashi can act so sweet and then turn around and be Ice Queen again all in the same moment.
Fuuma's increased playing prowess when Kamui showed up was also interesting. Dang, now I want to read even more F/K. I like anime Fuuma a whole lot more than manga Fuuma who was so boring that I wanted to smack him in the head. Evil Kamui was a welcome change in the manga. And even though I lurve Evil Kamui in his own twisted way, I will miss tv Fuuma when he goes to the "dark side." The look in his eyes when Kamui said that he only came to his game because Kotori told him to was heart-breaking. Kamui really needs to get kicked in the head. We still need Seishirou up in this game!

Umm, what else did I see?
Star Wars Ep.1: Need to kill Jar Jar. Movie would have been so much better without him. Oh and I don't buy Anakin being able to take down that whole space ship by himself. Jealous Obi-wan made it almost worth watching though.
Mummy Returns: Son of Brendan Fraiser was major annoying. Jonathan, Rick, and the Arabian guy ruled. Love the pygmy mummies and the return of the evil buggies. Hate the reincarnatin scenario. I also felt really bad for the Mummy at the end of the movie. Ahnck su namun was a real bitch.
Wilde: Gay/psychotic Jude Law too funny. The faces throughout the movie had me dying. Either clueless or so very sappy.
Midnight in the Garden of Good & Evil: Ending made no fucking sense. Kevin Spacey and the dragqueen did great in their roles. Of course, I really wanted to slap Spacey silly by the end of the movie. Such a clueless bastard. Quickie cameo by Jude Law, again as the gay lover.

I should also mention that most of these were seen either half-blind or completely blind since I think I managed to bruise the lower part of my eye. Combination of horrid sinuses and sucky contacts. I even had to miss classes at the University and stay home today. When I was about to leave, I got nagged at for not cleaning the house. I'd like to know how a person who can't even see a math book held six inches from her face can be expected to clean. I couldn't even cook myself a can of soup for fear of burning something.

Now to research for the huge Spanish project due Friday. I'm soooo SCREWED!

 
Ah, Nayami has finally discovered why so few people check out her story except for the really intrepid readers. The chapters are too long. I guess most fic readers are used to 15pgs at most and a measly 5 more pages is too much. That doesn't mean I'm going to make them any shorter. I like long chaps. I just thought it was interesting to note. I'm totally liking the idea of linking the rest of the chapters through 22 and such. I'm still contemplating on adding new chapters to my main page, but I know I'm not adding anymore to ffnet. Audience is too big for me. I should have realized that sooner.

Oh Angel was sooo sad tonight. Poor Darla and I didn't even like Darla. But she was so selfless, it was almost beyond belief. And poor Lorne(the Host) and his bar. Nothing ever goes right for the flamboyant demon. This new bad guy, Holtz is freaking. He killed his own daughter. Sure, she was a vampire but he could have done it in a less brutal way.

Heh heh. It's way too late for me to be bloggin' and I don't care. 3:16 is the peak hour of the night/day/whatever. Maybe I should do some math while I'm up.

 
I think I'm going to start doing the "listening to" thing cause it sounds fun. So here's my first go. For those of you with sensitive stomachs, hide your eyes. This isn't pretty. ^__^

//being serenaded by: "Everything I do, I do it for You." Theme for Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves.//

 
Now that that ridiculous is behind us, back to normal blogging. Everyone and their dog has seen Harry Potter. Everyone except me. I'm going to hurt my family. For crying out loud, I watch the news just to see if they're going to mention HP. It made 93 million dollars this weekend! WOWWWIE!

So now, I'm officially set up for the concept of double majoring. It looks like a pain in the ass but if it offers me really good seminars on creative writing, it's worth it. And I just can't ditch Journalism yet, I enjoy factual writing too much. But if the rest of the classes are as bad as the first, forget it. I'll be an English major only. Reminds me, I should work on my schedule since I get to register next week. I got to be ranked with the sophomore group since I had 18 credits from my AP scores and I have 13 additional credits fromt he courses I'm taking now. 31 credits in my first semester! Hey, those $77 test monstronsities actually paid off. Who would have thought.

I'm in a bubble of happiness because I found a new reader. Me love comments/criticism. I totally fawn over reviews. I think I'm going to put something special for my readers into Chp.24. I just hope I can find time to work on it so that I have it done by Wed. It's so hard to work on my brother's computer at home. His friends are also walking in and saying what are you writing. And my bro's answer, "She's writing about swords and guys who like each other." Interesting thing to note, he's not at all hesitant in saying this. Needless to say, his friends give me that look and I have to leave before I kill the little children.

I forgot to mention that I saw Nelson Mandela the other day since he came to our school. He was cool but the way he said Arabian nations had better societal support than America pissed a lot of people off. It was funny to watch how he admitted to skipping a page in his speech and called himself unemployed. Everyone else there was boring though.

And I'm a little upset that my viewing of the meteor shower was screwed up by our field's damn sprinklers. Those fun things got a piece of everyone there. And it was already cold enough at 4 in the morning. (I blame it on the bunnies! There was even a bunny there that I noticed when I turned to go back in. Coincidence? I think not!) But I did get to see some of the pretty star displays so it was worth it. And the way the kids would yell like excited toddlers was cute too.

Have I said enough yet? Probably. Me and my trouble with shutting up. :P

 
I don't usually talk about my seach engine issues cause they're all sooo nasty. But this one deserved special recognition for its utter "Gah?" factor

How Does Harry Potter Relate to Sociology: Um? Not sure if it does. I guess you could think of the sociology of Hogwarts and stuff and how it uses ancient technology instead of modern. This could be due to the magic factor but who knows. Where do people come up with this stuff anyway?

 
Random drunken ramblings witnessed around dorm. Names have been changed so that nobody in my room recognizes themselves in this.

Drunken neighbor addressing his friend dressed in a football jersey who hasn't bathed all day. He just finished telling her that she stunk.
B1: I want you. You've never looked hotter.
G: Shut up! I'm tired. And why are you so excited.
B1: I'm excited about sex. What can I say?
G: What are you talking about?
B1: You don't want me? Fine!
G: You said I was dirty!
B1: So I would have put up with it.
G: Ewww.
*guy notices another guy that he knows walking down the hall*
B1: Hey look there's Tom, I'll go have sex with him.
B2: Don't touch me!
B1: Aww. You weren't like this last night.
B2: Go away
*pushes B1 into girl's room and they wrestle*
G: Wait! That's my roommate's bed!
B1: Who's on top now, bitch?!
*I shut my door.*

I love my blog. Without it, I would never be able to remember this zany events. Did I mention the students just came back from a Hawaiian party and were dressed in lauis and flower shirts. Strange stuff.

 
Damn you. Because of your fancy drawings, I feel the sudden urge to read a Vamp Chronicle. If I do that, then I shall be just upset about the new book as you were the other night. Why must you torture me so?

 
Oh forgot to mention that I also linked this person. Now she and her co-author can write. I love "And I Shall"'s Andy. Submissive and angsty. My favorite type of character.

 
My essays are finally DONE and boy do they blow. I'm going to get C's on both of them despite the agonizing hours I put into them. I officially hate Spanish and Soche. They made me into a mega-bitch tonight and I totally kirked out on my roommate and her friend. It took me until 10 to finish the damn papers too.

Oh well, onto happier blogging. Added this linkie since it provides me with my beautiful X, without which I could not survive. All the others fans may tire of its lack of true plot, slow storyline, and tendency to kill off everyone's favorite characters, but I will always love my X. Even if they and they will kill off the adorable Sora-chan, I will still worship the manga. Even if Kamui and Subaru have their massage showdown where only one may live, I will worship it. Even if Clamp decides to go nutsy and have Kamui go on a mad killing spree after the loss of Subaru, I will still love it. Wait a second...loss of Subaru-kun! Well, I'll think a bit harder about giving up my obsession up in this case. But barring that, I will stay true to X no matter what.

As for fun at college, let's try an armed robbery on the second floor of my dorm and a fire at 6 in the morning (a real fire too!). Alright! Commuting is starting to look pretty good. Then, add in the fact that I calmly and patiently explain to my roommate that I have two major essays to work on and extract a promise from her, saying that she won't bring anyone into the room tonight. Well, lookie here, it's one of her very LOUD friends. And when I say loud, it is a big thing since I am very loud myself. This girl blew my voice out of the water. And now we have the reason for my bitch-mode.

No Harry Potter movie means the desire to call my father up every hour starting 6 Friday night and nag him that he's ruining my life. I think he'll break down and pick me up. I pride myself on being a skilled pain in the ass when I need to be.

And amongst all this madness, I still managed to finish the 21pg Chp.22 of Psychosis. Yeah for me. School stress is the best writing inspiration. I get to force out my angst into far more depraved angst. Yes, I adore my writing. Now if only I was better at it. Sigh.

 
X5!!!! Comments on ep: I want my own Inuki. The way he saved the little kid was so cute. Kusenagi is kind of scary in the anime, even moreso than in the manga. He just towers over Yuzuriha. I still love how Kamui's eyes flash gold when he gets really pissed. And waiii! What happened to the Sora-chan saving Arashi scene? How could they cut that out? It's one of the best parts of the 5th book. But Inuki and Kamui are cute too. And where is Sei-chan? I'm sick of waiting.

Well, as informative as that was, I should probably get back to reading the 60pg Oedipus story that I'm supposed to have finished by tomorrow. Fat chance! I did my soche chapters, I feel content. Besides I really want to start working on Chp.22 of Psychosis before all the clever ideas scurry from my head never to return.

Quote of the day:
"Randy Giles."
Spike's made-up name in tonight's episode of Buffy. That was so freakin' funny. Anya & Giles with Spike as their son.

 
Oooh new quote of the day.

"My boobs are too small, my children are going to starve."
Stated by one of my roommate's many friends.

 
Oh and my Dad told me that not only would he buy me my X Zero artbook, he was considering buying me the huge RENT castbook featuring the entire script of the play. Ooh I hope he actually buys it. I so love RENT! Mark, Roger, and Angel are the best! And I guess I can tolerate Mimi. I still think Roger would have been more happy with Mark. :) La vie boheme!

 
Wowwie! I actually found all the anime I wanted this weekend. I was able to see the Cowboy Bebop movie. I liked it but it should have been shorter and Vincent should have made more sense when he talked and stuff. I liked the Spike and Vincent fights though. It showed how Spike could use those spindly legs of his to kick some serious ass. And poor Ein in the pumpkin was too cruel.^^ Jet should have had more time in the movie. He didn't get enough important scenes. As a matter of fact, I think Ed had more scenes than him even if she was just mumbling incoherently most of the time. Yet when Ed mumbles, it's funny as hell so I have no real problem with it. Me and Celes have a warped sense of humor since all we kept talking about during the movie was how it would never see the states since it featured terrorists, stuff getting blown up, and chemical warfare. Now my dad thinks that the terrorist get their ideas from anime. -_- My family is always trying to find something wrong with my anime.

Also saw Utena: Apocalypse of Adolesence. I really liked it. It had killer animation and the story was really good (aside from Anthy being a major slut) up until the turning into cars part. After that, I was basically "Gah?" the rest of the movie. I did like the new character designs and after a while Utena's short hair kind of grew on me. My favorite part was how they made Akio into a doofus. He was still kind of an ass, but he was too out-of-it to pose a real threat.

Then I went to White Marsh and picked up both Kenshin and Sakura, both of which I have yet to watch since I've been studying my ass off. I also found the Utena Movie at Best Buy. What luck!

Only bad thing about today is my parents' absolute refusal to let me come home for next weekend to see Harry Potter. Heartless jerks! They do not understand the dazzling excellence that is Harry Potter. I swear if I get around to it. I'll take a friggin' bus home. I'm seeing my Harry Potter come hell or high water.

 
Yipeee! I finally got exDream thanks to Kira. Thank you. Thank you. Now I can listen to my pretty music without killing either my x3 or x4 download. ^_____^

Well, now that that's been said, off to do Statistics homework and stare at unreadible Soche book for the next 3 hours until I pass out. To make sure I actually do something tonight, I'm gonna ban myself from the comp for the rest of the night. (Yeah right. Let's see how long this lasts.)

 
Man, now I can't get the Buffy music out of my head. It has actually taken place of the usual exDream which I have still failed to find.
*hums "I'll Never Tell" in head for hours followed by "I'm Under Your Spell."*
Hey those two songs rhyme. Ironic that they are my favorites.

 
You know, I truly believed my Math class had no respect for my poor professor. Now I learned that the class has no respect for anyone. Since probably happy-beyond-reason Bill had to serve jury duty, we had the professor of the entire math department teaching. And man, did this guy talk like a textbook. He tried to be amusing but he was just so pathetic. I did feel bad for him when half the class walked out because they had no fucking idea what he was talking about (whoa, I've been writing that word a lot lately, mabye I'm finally over my aversion to writing fuck. Now that would be interesting.) Anyway, I would have left to but that would have been rude. I wonder if it was more rude for me to just fall asleep. I couldn't take him for much longer. And to top it all off, he had to insist on trying to teach us until the last minute. Bill always lets us out early. I have Spanish to walk to. I do so hope Bill comes back on Wednesday. Class just isn't the same without him.

And I found my faux-leather jacket! Yeah! I really love my jacket. I don't care how cheap it looks. It's my favorite piece of clothing ever. The whole weekend I thought that someone had stolen it. But then my Soche TA sent me an email saying I had left it in his office when I went to talk to him on Friday since we didn't have class. I love when I have nice TAs.

Well, I did find out what my anime club is showing. Hana Yori Dango and Rayearth. Rayearth is okay but HYD makes me want to hurl. Boriiiinng! As if I wasn't depressed enough on Sunday.

I don't know why I was feeling down, I think I actually depressed myself with my writing. (Too much angst is actually a bad thing. Shocking ain't it? But I guess there's only so much abuse and insanity that one can write without feeling somewhat morose.) I'm making a note to write a happier chapter in between every few angsty chapters. That'll perk me up. (Hmm, I guess that means my next one has to be somewhat light-hearted. That ought to be a trick to pull off. -_-) Might be good for my few readers too. And I do so adore them. They're actually given me solid reviews like I requested. Now these I can use to work on my style. Thankies! (I'm saying this here cause I know most of my readers access my story from here.) On a similar note, I plan on taking some pysch courses next semester just so I can do really in-depth character scenarios. *evil laughing*

 
Real quick post since I have 5 chapters of Sociology to read before tomorrow. Whoops.

I have just a minor bitch today. Why is it whenever people are guessing in public that they get so offended whenever other people walk by? See, I'm watching this interesting taping of The Little Foxes (I really like the bitch Regina) in the library and trying to take notes for my spanish paper when this couple walks in with a tape. They watch it for about five minutes before they start kissing each other. I'm not talking serious kissing or anything though. So my movie ends and I try to leave. But to do so, I have to walk by them. When I do, they pull away from each other and look at me like I'm such a bitch or something. I didn't even say anything. I don't know why they were so pissed off. If they didn't want anyone to see them kissing, than they shouldn't be doing it in public in the first place. I wish people would just make up their minds about this sort of thing. -_-

And speaking of romantic interludes, how come it is that 25 people (perhaps more on ffnet) can view my story and not one leaves a single comment. I don't want praise people. I want suggestions, criticism, something. I really hate writing/reading reviews on other people's fics that are all that "Oh I love that. Please continue." I prefer reviews like "That was good. "This and this were my favorite parts because...." or "That was good. Maybe you should try...." This is a review. Reviews shouldn't be all about praise. They should be helpful too. I think both reviews and writers should understand this concept.

Before I do my homework though, I get to find out whether my Anime Club will be watching Rayearth, Inu Yasha, Hana Yori Dango, or Marmalade Boy from now on. I hope it's Inuyasha. I really really want to see that and I love the story which I have read from time to time in the Viz mangas.

And I hope you have your PRECIOUS SR2 now and quit going insane. You were practically killing my IM yesterday.

 
I SAW X EP. 3!! So very happy. I love the way Clamp is setting this up. It makes a bit more sense than it did in the manga. Plus, Kotori isn't a total flake. Maybe, I'll actually care when she dies this time. As usual, I adore Sorata and his bubbling charm. Though, I really like when he rebukes Kamui at the end. That's what the boy gets for being an idiot. I can't wait for the next episode. I also love how Arashi don't take no shit from Kamui. Go Ara-chan!
And seriously, if anyone knows where to find the opening song, I will be eternally grateful. I'm majorly addicted to it and replay the opening animation on the ep over and over again. I'm gonna ruin my download. *sob*

I really need to start getting to sleep at decent times, like not 4 in the morning. I almost missed my Mythology discussion today because I was so tired. But it's not like I could sleep anyway, I was way into my writing and couldn't stop until I came to a conclusion for the piece I was working on. It's already 32 pgs and the damn thing is still not finished. Crazy chapter is trying to kill me. Oh well.

Spanish is gonna kick my ass though. The professor assigned two separate projects. One is due in two weeks and the other by the end of November. Then, I have another wonderful Soche paper coming up and probably a Mythology will get thrown in their as well just to really piss me off. God, I love college. -_-